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Forlorn

by Asy9

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norris-gh Remember these songs from Myspace way back when. Awesome to finally get hold of them. Favorite track: Open (Begin Here).
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1.
All of my pity for you baby, oh all of my love Oh this injured child, one day she will walk again with eyes wide open and mind clear She's your favorite victim Your luscious in-red vixen I think she is fixin' To turn on you To hate on you Run away now All of my pity for you baby, oh all of my love Did you think you could take me down so easily Inside-out my emotions freeze this way But only temporarily I'm your favorite victim Your luscious in-red vixen I think I am fixin' To turn on you To hate on you Run away now Run away now and don't look back Turn from salt to stone You're better off alone You're better off alone I'm your favorite victim Your luscious in-red vixen I think I am fixin' To turn on you To hate on you Run away now
2.
I'm not here to impress you baby I'm just here to release you maybe To let you down, let you down Pull you up, pull you up Watch the change, watch the change Pickin' things to rearrange (Love and war...) Have I gone from a man to a woman Have I gone from a woman to a man Have I gone from a damned to a beauty I'll leave it to you to confuse me Have I gone from a bitch to a princess Am I standing in a line to confess this Crestfallen Woebegone In the end, it should end I would die for the moment
3.
I can't help but notice you And your psychotic beauty You draw me in I can't help myself But I can corner you No need for love Don't believe in love Yeah, it's a shame you don't feel the same My confusion is my delusion You shouldn't have worn that dress tonight I've got something up my sleeve I hate to think that you'd run away It's like the cat and the mouse at play When mom's away This is the unlife and all of it's bullshit I'm sure we thought we had it all figured out I can't help myself But I can corner you No need for love Don't believe in love Yeah, it's a shame you don't feel the same My confusion is my delusion You shouldn't have worn that dress tonight I've got something up my sleeve I've got something up my sleeve I've got something up my sleeve
4.
I let you reach into me without a second thought about it, baby I had this image of you My heroine A figment of imagination I have this illusion of you stuck in my head I have this illusion of you stuck in my head Fucking with my head I would die again and again For this illusion in my head If it's too good to be true Feel free to hand it over As wrong as this is I can't let go And you can't let go either I have this illusion of you stuck in my head I have this illusion of you stuck in my head Fucking with my head I would die again and again For this illusion in my head
5.
Inside my black hole I will always worship you Inside these mirrors We do not cry I hold this darkness In hope of light In hope of light Losing me Losing you Did you find that Place of confinement A great void or abyss Subject of penalty each time we kiss I hold this darkness In hope of light So many failures So many tries If heaven is a place, it's a place I feel If heaven is a place, it's a place I feel I wilt And I cave I am leery of my guilt If heaven is a place, it's a place I feel If heaven is a place, it's a place I feel Na, na, na, na, na If heaven is a place, it's a place I feel If heaven is a place, it's a place I feel
6.
Inside a feeling funny just like a river running I couldn't keep up with you Over the hill i'ts so sunny Us in love with lots of money No us now, what do I do? I could send my death threats forever But you'd take the pen from my hand I would stop to think just for a moment but You slip through my fingers like sand What do you do when someone goes away? I'm still bleeding for you hopelessly What do you do when someone goes away? Die when no one's looking Had to slice my wrists away You spend your delicate time telling all the lies you love to tell You call me the liar when you should be burning in hell Inside a feeling funny just like a river running I couldn't keep up with you Over the hill i'ts so sunny Us in love with lots of money No us now, what do I do? This laughing matter ain't so funny I don't want you or your money Not now, at least not today Did you ever love me? A simple question burning What do you do when someone goes away? What do you do when someone goes away? I'm still bleeding for you hopelessly What do you do when someone goes away? Die when no one's looking Had to slice my wrists away You didn't want to be wanted I didn't want to be haunted You didn't want to be wanted And I didn't want to be haunted by (you) What do you do when someone goes away? I'm still bleeding for you hopelessly What do you do when someone goes away? Die when no one's looking Had to slice my wrists away
7.
Pure chaos Lets make her what she doesn't want to be Always running Never break free Your constant losses To hate what I am Your spirals of knowledge Swim inside of my head What's in my blood Burned there forever I'll pass you down Like a disease My wicked daughter I hate you for making me I love him for saving me To hate you for making me Searching for answers Well, come down so you can feed There were no answers What's in my blood Burned there forever Never break free, never break free I'll pass you down Like a disease My reborn plague Well, you're just like me What's in my blood Burned there forever I'll never break free I'll pass you down Like a disease My reborn plague Well, you're just like me, yeah What is Really is not What is Really is not yours My wicked daughter I asked you a question, dear Still no answer Well who was I to question you There were no answers Your sadistic rituals My bleeding skin Your guilty feelings Sucking me in, sucking me in What is really is not What is really is not What's in my blood Burned there forever I'll pass you down Like a disease My reborn plague What's in my blood Burned there forever I'll pass you down Like a disease My reborn plague
8.
Inside all lies and he says give me your hand, little girl Outside hardcore and he says you'll give me your hand, little girl What good are to me If you don't put out Agree to disagree But you'll still put out Yeah, you'll still put out My special whore how does it feel I bet you never thought this shit could feel so real Inner guilt doesn't matter Can't you see? Yes you will see I've got your ass on a platter and it's all for me, it's all for me What good are to me If you don't put out Agree to disagree But you'll still put out Yeah, you'll still put out My special whore how does it feel I bet you never thought this shit could feel so real Inner guilt doesn't matter Can't you see? Yes, you will see I've got your ass on a platter and it's all for me, yeah it's all for me What good are to me If you don't put out Agree to disagree But you'll still put out Yeah, you'll always put out
9.
(Sometimes there's confusion in my search for balance. Sometimes I try.) Put on a show for you To give you what you like Supplied with all you need Like your drug, I am Die on the inside Dyin' on the inside I try You know all about me Me, myself, and I And everything I feel Why do I even try? Try.... Die on the inside Dyin' on the inside I try Am I in my right mind Was I ever in the first place Guess I lost myself Lost every single trace You know all about me Me, Myself and I and everything I feel Why do I even try? (Concept is that I Try) Let me be myself Not whom you think I am Cry these tears, my love if you think you can Die on the inside Dyin' on the inside If you feel anything I feel You've lost touch with what is real
10.
I love you My precious stone I don't know right from wrong right from wrong Inside I feel broken in-two Mmmmm, but that's how you like me Inside your eyes I can see Little pieces of me Don't you go away I could bleed forever this way And I don't mind the sounds of I don't mind the sounds of I just need the sounds of I just love the sounds of.... Tear inside My bleeding soars Fuck me up I'll beg for more I'll beg for more Inside I feel broken in-two Mmmmm, but that's how you like me Inside your eyes I can see pieces of me Don't you go away I could bleed forever this way And I don't mind the sounds of I don't mind the sounds of I just need the sounds of I just love the sounds of.... Won't you give a little? Won't you give a little?
11.
Take, take me in your hands Break, break me to the ends But smile as you do it And know, know it when you lose it, you lose it You were lying with your eyes I craved your blood, your heart, your soul You were lying with your words I loved you more than you could ever know I've seen you in my dreams Visualized, several times Locked behind the space between my eyes You raised your hand at me Said this is magic that you see And I, I was in awe These are the thoughts of an insane girl The very last thoughts of an insane girl The very last thoughts, the very last thoughts of These are the thoughts of an insane girl I've got these scars from you on my wings They are the wounds that will never fucking go away You suck it up while you can Provoke the child and she will make her own demands I've seen you in my dreams Visualized, several times Locked behind the space between my eyes You raised your hand at me Said this is magic that you see And then it was there that I saw your flaw These are the thoughts of an insane girl The very last thoughts of an insane girl The very last thoughts, the very last thoughts of These are the thoughts of an insane girl Take me by the hand Break me to the ends Smile while you do it But know, mother fucker, when you lose it When you lose it

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Triphop, Rock, Dance, Trance, Industrial, you name it - a naughty sex taco with all the best toppings. Every song featured in the 2005 tour.

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released January 1, 2005

All music and lyrics written, composed, mixed, and mastered by Eve Alacu for Goddboxx Records except "When Someone Goes Away" featuring Produkt on keyboards and guitar and "Open (Begin Here)" featuring Produkt on keyboards and guitar. Recorded 2005 Tulsa, Oklahoma. All songs copyright 2005. "Forlorn" is only available digital download. "Open (Begin Here)", "Something Up My Sleeve", "Heroine", "The Last Thoughts of an Insane Girl", "It Survives (Club Mix)" are also available on the CD "Singles" (UPC/EAN code: 614346018669).

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Asy9 New York, New York

Established by Eve Alacu in 1998. Asy9 toured in 2005 with God Project, More Machine Than Man, I:Scintilla, and Slick Idiot.

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